life_sux

2007-06-02T01:43:00.000-07:00

I have moved url:

http://itsjustmelahh.livejournal.com/ .....

pLs reLink...(:

2007-05-28T22:45:00.000-07:00

it is nearing june...i was in a damm happy mood cracking jokes and toking craps wif the crazy people in the library when i was supposed to study lahh...when i checked my mail..my mood sort of change abit and i was not too happy though i tried to...i saw an e-mail about the birthday alarm thingy which is to help you to remind your friend's birthday...i saw yiting's name on it...her birthday is on the 4th of june..my mind suddenly became blank when i saw her name and brought back those fond memories of our secondary 4 years...we crap tgt..we laughed tgt..we gossip tgt..we joked tgt..with may, shannel and sinyee especially when she and sinyee was sitting behind may and shannel...that was when we became close and crapped alot during that year...those memories of the sec 4 years are still kept in my mind till now...everything of them...i missed those fond memories...i missed all of them very badly...guess i will now keep those fond memories into my heart...

its now db time...arghh...

2007-05-26T14:10:00.000-07:00

FRI
i went for jap speaking test and class started at 9.30 instead of the usual 8...had practice and memorize the sentences and the format structure the night before and because of this speaking test..i did not went to watch pirates 3 lahh...zzz... and i actually forget all of those when i was taking the speaking test cann...and forget what is the jap word for canteen...zzz...luckily winston who is my partner tried giving me hints and i eventually said the whole sentence out after several times...our teacher then say we have several small mistakes each but we can pass...i wan my A..i don's want just pass lahh...(btw..fishy's partner is so freaking funny lahh)

Anyway, after that, fishy,shelly,via and me went to bukit panjang for lunch and this is the first time i went there lahh..but cannot blame coz i am staying in the east and bukit panjang plaza is in the west...we then went to eat and after eating we went window shopping...and went to arcade after that..we played some games and i gt hit on my last finger and it became swollen...but the game was so fun lols...

via left after that and fishy,shelly and i then went to the pet shops to see dogs..I then realise that rena is actually very lucky...she is able to walk around the house..eat good food and able to play with us while other dogs who are locked up in the cage do not have freedom at all...poor dogs...

fishy and i then went to take the LRT home...me being so suai ku...,did not know that the entrance of the LRT is different from MRT where the door will not open after you tapped your ez-link card and instead you have to push the door by yourself, got hit on my leg...i was so suay yesterday lahh...

anyway..i am looking forward to the holidays...(:

i want to go to east coast...
i want to go zoo...
i want to eat steamboat...
i want to watch pirates 3...
i want to meet my sec friens...
i want to meet my besties...
i want to go shopping...
i want to buy handphone...
i want to buy NIKE watch...
i want to buy shades...
i want to buy clothes...
i want to save money...
i want to pass my ftt...
i want to get my 2As and the rest Bs...

there's so many things i want to do...zzz...hope i can fulfil every of them slowly...

(:

2007-05-20T18:03:00.000-07:00

sch is getting more boring as the days goes by...its just e usual routine nowadays and has been busy for e past 2 weeks...anyway...i m still gonna get my 2As and e rest Bs and yeahh...dat's it...

have just started reading on a book on chicken soup for the teenage soul: The Real Deal on stories of friendships and this book is just so interesting...

There are just this two paragraphs on the back of the book which makes me interested in reading:
FRIENDS. You gotta have 'em. but sometimes they drive you crazy. You love 'em. but sometimes they make you mad. They'll help you through a crisis..unless they are the crisis.

Friends are more than just the people you hang out with. Theymake you laugh, they keep your secrets, they offer advices(some good, some bad), they give you a shoulder to cry on. Sometimes, they move away, or betray your trust, or flake out, but mostly they are the people who are always there for you. And they know you'll be there when they need you most.Because that's what it needs to be a friend.

This 2 paragraphs really states a definition of a friend. People try to be a friend to others most of the times, but sometimes when you treat them good, they may not neccessarily treat you good back. People try to be there for their friends most of the times, but when you are having problems, they are only a few who will stands by you.

thinking of these stuff just uses much of my brain juice...

bla bla bla...

2007-05-10T23:35:00.000-07:00

i have been pia-ing for my schwork basically frm monday till today and though this is e-learning week but it is hectic week for me too...arghh...yr 2 seemed stress..went to the ambassador interview ytd too and hope i can get into the final interview lols...*praying hard...hope next week will not be a hectic week and i want to save $$$...i m in need of $$$...any kind soul wanna donate $$$ to me? lol

2007-05-02T20:52:00.000-07:00

i m sick.
i m coughing and wif flu sumtyms.
arghh.
wen will dey be gone sia?
luckily
nxt week will b e-learning week
and i can rest at hm
though there are many assignments
waiting to be done

:(

2007-04-28T21:25:00.000-07:00

went to kbox ytd to celebrate gr's birthday and it was really really fun lahh...this is the nicest and best class outing out of T01 loll..hopefully dere will be more of this type of outing..haha..sang many many songs dere and e most emo song i feel ytd ish peng you by emil chau...sang this song many many tyms...everytime wen singing this song it is only at grad day..so it brings back many many freaking nice and sad memories of my sec and pri sch days...i miss those days very very much...anyway.. all i can say to all my friens is if u ppl have any probs..do feel free to cum find me..i will be ur confidante if u have no one to tok to..i will share ur probs wif u..though if i may nt be able to help u much but at least i will share ur probs and try to help u as much as possible..this is what i can promise youu(: "

anyway, pictures sayy a thousand words(:

2007-04-19T21:36:00.000-07:00

first week of school is so freaking siann and i haven been able to concentrate on any modules...still missing those really fun tyms we spent in classrooms eating and drinking cum watching movies during yr 1 in the 4th level...now we are promoted to the 5th lvl and 6th lvl wif no fixed clasrooms and that is kinda sucks...hopefully it will be getting much better as the weeks goes by...

i wan my 2As and e rest Bs...(:

2007-04-14T00:39:00.000-07:00

met up wif 5B ppl and though they were nt many ppl hu went but it was still fun...hope to see em soon again (:

sch holidays are ending in two days and that means that a new term is starting..i wan more holidays :(

here are some of the pictures..the other pictures are with karen and wenqing..

2007-04-11T00:52:00.000-07:00

went out with via,fishy and mel..hur hur...watched the reaping and it was a show between christians and satan again...do not really understand the story but still watchable..den went to jacks place to eat dinner and e food there is not bad though i cannt finish the main course...den sat dere and started toking craps and stuff while eating...pictures for the day

2007-03-29T23:18:00.000-07:00

to yiting:

i miss youu...i miss the damm fucking tyms we have in sch crapping and gossiping and toking abt stuff wif sinyee and may and shannel during the sec 4 yrs...i miss the tyms when youu always ask me for sweets also...i miss the tym wen u started calling me ahh bii jii as youu sayy my name is really very difficult to pronounce...anyway...rest in peace..i will always remember youu in my heart...

life is damm precious and short and unpredictable...so treasure yourr life and the people around youu...dun take them for granted...

2007-03-28T23:17:00.000-07:00

life just sucks.
dun ask me why.
i just feel it dat way.
reality just simply hurts.
most of the times.
but.
we just simply cannt change that.
life is oso unpredictable.
no-one will noe what will happen the nxt minute.
anyway.
life is unfair most of the times.
but.
do treasure the ppl ard u.
or u will have regrets.

2007-03-24T00:47:00.000-07:00

i have been CSI-ing this two days and i have finally watched finish season 1 after like 2-3 weeks since the dvd was bought?? anyway, a great show to kill time...

checked my timetable ytd and my timetable sucks...having monday blues every week and e lesson starts at 9 and end at 6 wif a 2 hr break in btw...kinda sucks yeahh...and e worst thing of all most of the girls are all in the different class as me as they have took different electives as me except mel and ginny ...our lunch time are even different...looks like nxt sem will be a tough sem for me but nevertheless i will perserve...and finished the upcoming sem with 2As and e rest Bs and moved on to the 2nd sem of yr2...(:

that will also be my goal for nxt sem...2As with the rest Bs...(:
wish me luck...

looking forward to the nxt gathering wif my 5b girlfriends and the nxt steamboat outing yeahh...(:

2007-03-15T23:55:00.000-07:00

finally went out to eat steamboat after 100244929 times of asking ppl out to eat and in e end the plan was cancel all e tyms...kinda fustrating can..went to suntec to eat steamboat wif via and mel..actually called kenny,brandon and weiwen along but dey went play pool instead and was nt hungry...nevertheless...we really did enjoyed the steamboat and the dessert all by ourselves...the 3 gurls...too bad yu ting did not joined us but dere will always be a next tym..lol...i killed the sotong...lol..but did not ate it...and den we kept boasting to via abt our tom yam steamboat soup as she called the bak tuh tek soup instead...hahas...in e end she changed it to tom yam soup too...nice and tasty...lol...den went shopping after dat and via met her frien at e shop in marina square hu was working dere and she chatted wif her while mel and me were like testing out sunglasses and taking pic..hahas...we den walked a lil while more and chatted lots of stuff before heading hm...

via was like telling mel and me a customer called her saying dere was no wire and dunno i kana influenced e bad luck or wad..the customer did ask me abt e lappie and i was like dotx...anywae pic will say a thousand more words den typing out...

testing out sunglasses

nice skills but blur pic by e pro me (:

mel and my yummy tom yam steamboat soup (:

via's bak tuk teh steamboat soup..LOL

compared via's soup wif mel and mine..ours look nicer..(:

the desserts are freaking nice (:

2007-03-14T15:09:00.000-07:00

got my results and its f***ing bad okaay... i have only it to blame it on my IS teacher who nv gives her students A at all,mayb in her whole life she's teaching in NP...and its vivian...sucks okaay and IAC freaking sucks oso...forget wadda hell ish his name alrdy...anywae...i noe i have tried my best but i really tok dat i would get at least 2As for both oop and NF but did nt get A for both dat module...I noe i did nt do well for my common test and whereas ppl get A and Bs for common test while i only get C and D...so dats considered an improvement alrdy...but its only alil bit...hw to get into uni wif no As for yr 1....arhhh...nvm...i will just have to aim for 2 As and e rest Bs...i f***ing care abt GPA nw...i only wanna get my 2As and e rest Bs for nxt sem...hopefully nxt sem i will concentrate more on my work and will not get another freaking vivian for my IS class...*praying hard* will also study harder for nxt sem so my common test for tis upcoming sem will also be 2As and e rest Bs...

Congrats to via,fishy,brandon and joel for doing well for the exam okaay...(:

RESULTS FOR TIS SEM

oop-B+
nf-B
UID-B+
bis-B
comt-c
iac-c

IS totally affect my grade i noe...IS just sucks...

2007-03-01T03:45:00.000-08:00

2007-02-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

went back to phs today with wenqing,qingyi and eliz.there were so many changes in phs..there were new faces and new teachers in phs but going back to phs reminds me of so many things that had happened dere(the fun times and the slacking times dat we had spent dere...the times we really mugged for exams...the time we felt sad when graduating and bla bla bla)...i really missed those days and even if we had to stand under the hot sun for fire drill and we got scolded for talking during national athems and the time when we got scolded for not singing the school song and national athem loudly and was forced to sing over and over again...the time when we felt so sian wen it is time for devotion every morning...the time we felt that was so useless reading eng storybooks...the time we enjoyed singing hymms and songs during chapel hour..the time we mug in the school library...the time we made fun of teachers...the time we slept in class during lessons and crap...) i really missed all of those lots..even if the thing is so small dat i may nt remember but i really missed doing so much things in phs even though i keep saying the school sucks and that's true but those memories are really kept deep down inside my heart and you people really rawks my life and brighten up my days during sec school life...many of the teachers dat taught me left but nevertheless, i visited other teachers and realised that i haven been going back to school often as there are so many news that i did not noe till today...LOL...

went to amk hub wif audrey,qingyi and eliz after dat and ate mos burger...after dat was crapping again and bla bla bla...went up to popular and to my surprise, we saw hongjan and she changed...as in she became more talkative now and that is a gd thing as she was really quiet those days and guess i m e only one who never changed frm sec to now as i m nw still so damm talkative lols...hahas...

though friendships really brightens up my days during sec school years, but i m nw oso currently enjoying my life in poly wif my friens...guess i m really so blessed wif so many nice and fun ppl ard me past and present...

just wanna tell ALL my friens a BIG BIG BIG "THANK YOU" for brightening my life okaay...THANKS PPL...(:

2007-02-09T19:49:00.000-08:00

i m so freaking happy today with so many things okaay...i have prayed for many ppl for deir O level results and are so happy for them and hope they are oso happy with deir results...my sis gt 12 for L1B4 and 16 for L1R5 and my cousin gt 15 for both of their O level Results and i am so happy for them...i also got a c6 for my eng...i wanna take god for all of this and i am really so freaking high and happy for all of them...and hope it will apply to MAY too okaay...JIA YOU...My sis can finally go for the course she want...hahas...anyway...i have finally finished studying for BIS after slacking and delaying my OWN sweet time.....and started with NF today...managed to start of with the first 3 chapts as planned...JIA YOU MY FRIENS... for everything okaay...(:

LABELS:happy and high

2007-02-04T18:58:00.000-08:00

i have change my blogskins and i lurve my current blogskin to bits okaay. days have been sad and happy so far and shall not go into details...anyway, its time to start studying already and slacking for so many days watching youtube, videos and listening to songs....i will start jogging tomorrow...ate too much for the past few days already and wish me luck to perserve till the end...yeahh...(:

2007-02-04T00:56:00.000-08:00

pictures that i shuld have uploaded long long long time ago (:

pic of rain

ann and me

ann and me two

wen can i get to taste autentic korean food again?

taking pics before show

ice skating rink in LOTTE world

yummy dunkin donuts

yummy nice cakes

fireworks @ countdown 2007

starhub coffee under spotlight

jasmine and queenie

the three of us

jasmine and me

2007-02-01T18:03:00.000-08:00

oop demo is finally over ytd and yeahh...though i forget an ans to a qns but at least i can still rem it before gg off...LOL....and i do not have to go sch till exam tym....yeahh...

anywae..went to meet ginny today at expo and brought her to the service centre to repair her lappie...after exams i will oso have to go dere again and tis tym to repair my lappie...my lappie microphone is spoilt... :( have to ask em to check my lappie thoroughly oso.... thanks ginny for the chocolate... went to mac after dat and take away big breakfast ....ate and watched abit of tv till abt 12 plus and slept till nw....

and

i

m

still

tired

and

sleepy....

2007-01-26T17:15:00.000-08:00

i have finally completed oop assignment but my option 7 has abit of error but its okaay.haiiss. have to wake up early on mon already to hand in oop before 9 am...dotx...wanna thanks many ppl for helping me to correct e errors for my assignment okaay...thanks ppl.... anyway...i have been slacking for the best few days watching either youtube videos or death note animes.... after this week, it will be studying for the final test again.... and it is holidays.... (:

2007-01-23T00:23:00.000-08:00

i m super duper high tis few days okaay...coz farenheit is coming to sg....hahas....

today e guys sucks okaay...gr,adi,nickt,ibra and sherwin...five guys bullying a gurl...wth....and created a fanclub for *****....bet e gurls will noe hu i m toking abt....and ish nw recruiting peeps but only for **** onlyy....so **** sorry...u cannt join....hahahas....

COMT last lesson is finally tml....cannt wait for e lesson to end quickly....sick of e lessons ord and oso sick of e peeps dere okaay....everything just sucks...IS just sucksss....sucks to e core.....

2007-01-20T01:18:00.000-08:00

this week has been a real hectic week for me and finally UID is being completed and handed in and OOP assignment is on the way to be handed in so nw i am left with the two tests which is 13 and 15 feb...and i am free and relaxed for 2 mths....yeahh...finally after so many weeks and months of stress...and feeling so lethargic and tired nw....tis cuming tues will be COMT last lesson and i am still wondering if whether i should go or nt...e teacher damm fucked up den gt attitude problem and so on and so on.have always tok dat poly life is so relaxed and stress-free. but poly life is actually the opposite and it is filled wif stress and just stress poly life = no life...siannnsss...

anywae, went to orchard for a job interview wif my pals and e vacanies r already filled up so quickly.It has been only four days since e advertisement is flashed in the newspaper and it is being filled up.wad eva.still gt a month before sch end.

2007-01-14T23:01:00.000-08:00

i am officially broke... :( but i still wan my topshop tops and forever 21 skirts...looks like i will have to work first before gg to buy stuff frm em...can sum1 pls intro work to me if u all gt lobang.....or if u all are willing to give me $$$.... i will also welcome youu...LOL....

2007-01-12T16:35:00.000-08:00

i am so suay today lahx...firstly...it rained so heavily aft eating at kap and i was caught in e rain and i gave up taking bus to eunos as i would have to cross opposite despite of the rain den i decided to take bus to either sp or clementi interchange to take mrt home and i took 74.den after dat dere was a jam just because of e damm tree dat fell down due to e heavy rain...not wanting to wait many of us went down e bus and i walked like two bus-stops just to reach the mrt station...i was soaked in e damm rain frm e top to the bottom....wtf lahx...den still gt leaf stuck in my shoes....sian ji pua lahx....

2007-01-11T20:07:00.000-08:00

why is life like dat ?
wen u are the one who create life...
just to make life miserable for ppl...
ish dat really the reason for you creating life...??
god..
sumtyms its nt dat i dun wanna believe you ...
but its just like...
maybe i just do not have enough faith on you...
but i still continue to pray so that my faith for you will not fade slowly...
just because of that...
god...
can you pls guide me pls....
can you give me a reason on why tis ish happening...
pls...

2007-01-10T20:26:00.000-08:00

have just gotten back my NF paper and i got a C+...zzz....i am so damm pissed after getting back my paper because of the effort dat i have put in for dat paper...but i will still be grateful to god and i also know how much i get so far out of e 70% for my oop....i got a B+....i will try harder for my assignment and get an A...yeahhh....jia you...jia you and more jia you...(:

got to school late and feeling so freaking tired still....den watched night at e museum and coop sum more movies frm mel ...thanks mel....hahas....

2007-01-08T18:30:00.000-08:00

i have just changed blogskins den lazy to edit my taggy so i will just leave it like dat lols. . .i regret cutting my hair especially my fringe ytd and i look so freaking toot and my hair ish getting curly again. . .sucks okayyy. . . . anywae wait till my hair ish longer den go rebond again lols. . . .but dat will be such a long wait. . .

today i dunno why suddenly sherwin they all suddenly kip saying whyyyy youuuu soooo likeee datttt. . . .did i say dat in e past?? i myself ish oso nt sure. . . .loll. . . .anywae my words r copy-righted lols. . . den gt back BIS assignment todayy. . .and i m so freaking happyy. . .i gt an A. . . .yeahhh. . . .gt back all my papers except NF. . .hope i can gt an A too coz of my hardwork put in for dat module. . . .

tml ish so freaking siannnsss. . . . i hate IS modules especially tis sem modules. . . .COMT and IAC. . . . both of em suckssss. . . . .i hate seeing dat freaking shawn tan too. . . . wth sia. . . . a guy wif sum stupid attitude prob...wad'r ur freaking prob lols. . .

i am so in lurve wif fei lun hai de wu zun and fei lun hai's songs all thanks to tokyo juliet. . . . .loll. . .

2007-01-05T12:27:00.000-08:00

got back UID and OOP paper...and got a C and C+ for both of them....i noe both of them e results sucks but i will jia you and jia lots of you for e final test de...to get A for both of them...I wan my 3.4 GPA.....jia you..jia you and more jia you....jia you to ppl ard me okayyy....

went to watch spirit of the victiom wif via,mel and fishy...finally via ish able to watch e movie wif us and she do not need to go off due to urgent stuff ....aft 2 tyms...yeahhh....spirit of the victim ish way much beta den cinderella and e ppl hu watch cinderella would hav agreed wif me....spirit of the victim ish nt bad and u will find it confusing in e beginning why this things happened and aft dat dey have skipped to e nxt part and etc....and it ish lyk totally a different story frm e first part and e nxt part but dey will tell u y tis happening at the end of e story....

i wan my bottoms and accessories frm forever 21 and i oso wan my tops from topshop....(:

2007-01-04T21:24:00.000-08:00

i am just so sick and tired of everything....
i dunno why i am suddenly so demoralized...
dunno y i suddenly dun feel lyk doing anything any more...
maybe i am just so tired...
but
will jia you and jia you....

enuff of all this anywae....
crap wif ginny and via today abt the BIS teacher
he is just so funny and he looks just lyk santa claus wif his big belly...
lol...

2007-01-03T21:02:00.000-08:00

today is the first day of school and it means siansss...didnt wanted to go sch today actually partly because of the four hours break caused by NF and partly because of my stomach cramps...but i just dragged myself to sch so i went for BIS and went home after that ...did nt go for oop lesson as i was just too lazy to go home and came to sch aft abt 30 mins aft i reached hm?? just imagine me taking 1hr 30 mins to go back hm and take another 1 hr 30 mins to go sch....it was just so troublesome so stayed at hm instead....today oso coop sum movies frm mel and watched 9.56...the movie was kinda lame and luckily did nt went to the cinema to watch or it will be such be another sian-derella show....gt a C+ for oop common test and was kinda happy coz i do not know how to do the questions at all during the test and i was basically just writing edited similar codes for each questions...but i will be gg to study and jia lots of you...so dat my final test for oop will b an A....hope my UID and NF will do much better den oop...nw back to my "curse of the golden flower" movie....

2006-12-29T16:29:00.000-08:00

my new year resolutions

1)change other ppl's opinion of me being a sotong
2)get gd grades
3)pass my cat asap
4)learn/pass my driving
5)take up piano again and tis tym pass grade 5
6)earn/save $$$ to go abroad study
7)improve on myself(everything)
8) buy e things dat i aim to buy

i have to work hard on all this this yr and jia you all e way....jia you...jia you and lots of jia you to myself and friends around me wif deir new yr resolutions (:

2006-12-25T00:16:00.000-08:00

just came back frm korea and during tis week tok of many many stuff and came to realize many things....which i dun wanna spent time elaborating and saying lols....and many thanks to friends hu send me sms and msn me online or friendster testimonial to wish me a happy birthday okies...thanks peeps...

2006-12-15T22:49:00.000-08:00

just watch eragon today at the new cathay cineplex wif my cousins...long time nv go out wif em le and winston and winfred were late for so long...loll...den eragon ish seriously nicer den cinderella or should i say all e movies will b nicer den cinderella? loll...anywae...if u watch chronicles of narnia den u will also like eragon...e story plot is alittle similar...so watch it if u prefer those magical stuff lyk harry potter and chronicles of narnia lols....asked em to buy salty popcorn and i bought a mixed myself and the salty popcorn turned out to be so salty.but i just ate almost half the packet coz i saw winston couldn't stand the saltiness anymore...sorrie...in e end i oso gave up eating the salty popcorn...sorrie peeps....and after tat just walked to ps and hanged ard dere for a while before fabian left for his christmas party...den e remaining four of us went to carls' junior and shared a meal coz we were simply so full after eating the popcorns and e salty popcorn certainly killed my appetite lols...carls' junior food is certainly nice and the portion is big and the milkshake is a definitely must-drink lols...haha...dere is just so many nice movies to watch during this dec and i m so gonna watch it one day...night in a museum..death note..my holidays..charolette's web..trust the man and confession of path...so many damm movies i wanna watch lols...siannnsssss....

2006-12-15T00:44:00.000-08:00

common test is finally over...yeahh..though i screwed up my oop paper but at least its all over..and nw its two weeks hols...yeahh and finally...tml ginny will b leaving for jarkata and thurs she will b leaving for thailand so ginny take care okies and pressies pls...loll...den yuting and i will leaving for taiwan and korea respectively soon...so yuting take care oso den adi if u go back to indo u oso take care kks...same for brandon if u r gg abroad...tis yr spending my birthday in overseas...hahas...shuld i say sad or happy or unlucky coz i cannt go for e team bonding camp oso....siansss...e camp tat i hav been waiting for...to be GLs for nxt yr FOC camp i cannt go...siannnsss...anywae...woke up at 12 and had been slacking at hm today watching movies and series...tml will b gg out to watch eragon and hope dat movie will b nice bahx...

2006-12-12T11:25:00.000-08:00

just a quick update...ytd UID paper sucks okies...i lost 15 marks for e short qns and i bet e paper is set by connie...aft tat went to mac to eat...den went to watch cinderella...cinderella sucks so dun watch it...have studied for NF but nt yet do revision...starting on e revision soon...hope can get an a bahx...go go go...loll

2006-12-05T18:50:00.000-08:00

fucked up IBM,fucked up battery,fucked up laptop,fucked up comt,fucked up lecturer,fucked up modules....i am feeling so damm fucked up today loll....during the morning went to school just to hear my damm comt results and i got a C.wth...went to bishan to find out only tat the damm stupid clinic closed and it drizzled at bishan.den went to IBM to find out about my recall battery only to hear the person saying we are not in charge of this thing and we also dun noe when the battery will arrived.wth...knncb...then ask the person about my laptop and she told me that my laptop the microphone is spoilt and maybe it is hardware or software problem. fuck lahx...cannot even send for repair...nxt week is already exam how to send for repair then some more need to back up all my stuff before sending for repair....sucks man...fucked up laptop lahx...then went to expo...wanted to buy sauguage to eat and buy some drinks den not enuff $$$ wanted to go withdraw and walked so many rounds up and down expo just to find that the atm is at hall 2...wtf....sucks man....i seemed so fucked up today....... knncb....

2006-12-04T04:13:00.001-08:00

just saw this and decided to blog about my personality .loll

Sagittarius Personality
Bold, dashing and spirited. It's a bit difficult to keep pace with you - whether it is in your movements or in your speech. You like to be free as the wind that blows, quite uncaring of the effect you may have on your surroundings. You could not care less and hate being in an atmosphere that is physically or emotionally claustrophobic. Somewhat lacking in tact, your foot-in-the-mouth syndrome could do with a little thought. Nevertheless, you are honest but more than a little tactless. Sagittarians are ambitious - always aiming higher than the goal they initially set for themselves. You love challenges and are too full of energy to sit still. Although you see yourself more as a sportsperson than an intellectual, you secretly enjoy reading, writing, and exploring subjects unknown to you. You are a good learner and would do extremely well as an academician. You are quite popular, albeit a bit unconventional and are loyal to your friends. Many of you e njoy the patronage of influential people but unfortunately; you will also have your share of enemies who mean serious harm. You are often driven by excitement and can be a bit ungainly when in this state; sweeping gestures tend to send things flying. You are sometimes insecure and edgy. You tend to doubt your decisions and judgement. The advice is - trust your instinct. Avoid going by what people tell you if you want to succeed in your work. A word of caution though -- your instincts may not work too well when you are betting, gambling and speculating, and you may end up losing heavily.
Sagittarius Lover

Although affectionate and loving, Sagittarians are not apt to be too demonstrative. Not much cuddling, showering of gifts, or saying it with roses - something that may be misconstrued as lack of warmth. However, you will make it exciting enough for your beloved. Bungee jumping, mountain climbing, horse riding, going to exotic destinations... all this you will do with your partner. Besides fellow Sagittarians, you will find ideal life partners in Aries and Leo, being closer to your temperament than any other zodiac sign, only they will be able to share your excitement. Marriage with someone who is not able to keep up with your pace may be a failure, so make sure the person cuddling up tight in your roller coaster life is screaming in fun and not fear. You are a loving and playful person and though you are not prepared for children, you make a good parent; you use your enormous patience while dealing with them, giving them the respect they deserve. Y ou are a risk-taker and are often attracted to danger. You should exercise caution as your family depends on you. Sagittarian homes have a distinct mark of their personality. Simply lifting ideas from elsewhere will not do for them -- they like to be a little different.

Sagittarius Teens

This is a young woman you can always count on, and most of the times, she is fun to be with. The Sagittarius girl never lacks company; she is bubbling with energy and ready to explore any thing. She certainly has the gift of the gab but her tendency to blurt out whatever's on her mind can land her in a mess. People around won't understand that she is simply being honest. If she finds something interesting she will simply go for it. She is not the kind to spend long hours in front of the mirror and happily shares her wardrobe with other girls. The young Sagittarius will excel at school and is likely to travel to another country for higher studies.

Sagittarius Well Being

Sagittarians are fun loving, carefree individuals who live life to the fullest. As a result, they generally do not suffer from stress-related problems. However, most Sagittarians tend to take everything very casually, including their health. They rarely, if ever, visit a doctor, because they seldom require to. Sagittarians are the most daring and audacious of all the signs of the zodiac. They are always ready to try-out a new sport or adventure. The only problem is that Sagittarians are prone to minor strains, sprains and injuries. You will have to learn to take it easy and learn to do warm up's etc before putting your body through heavy exercises. Also, give yourself enough time to heal before embarking on any new escapades. A good diet of fresh fruit and vegetables, meat and dairy products should keep you on an even keel, with the occasional time out to rest and relax. A good complexion, shining eyes and a prominent nose are your distinctive feat ures. Some of you may, however, suffer from nervous disorders. Sagittarius rules the motor functions and the lower limbs that in some cases may be vulnerable to injury.
Sagittarius Luck

Autumn colours like yellow, bright orange and rust browns, turquoise and a splash of purple are colours that will bring you good luck. Your lucky stones is turquoise. You are lucky with number 3. Jupiter is your ruler and your element is fire.

2006-12-03T06:21:00.001-08:00

i have just watched finish one litre of tears and this serial is a must-watch.watching this serial makes me wonder how have i spent my life so far and how much time i have wasted ord.Time will not change because of you and it is matter of fact tat no one can change.haix...life can really make me wonder what i am living for and i am going to start planning for the future.bla bla bla. stop all e wonders and thoughts ord.i have been chiong-ing OOP ytd for e whole day and spent my whole day sleeping at hm..tat ish a waste of time and today met up with via and ginny to do some of the BIS project and as usual ginny being toot toot will do some funny stuff to make both of us laugh.the black pepper beef and honey chicken in cold storage real sucks and it is so freaking cold...waste my $5.40...dotz...wadeva lahx...bla bla bla....

2006-11-23T22:20:00.000-08:00

i have been going through a hectic week and have been real busy doing projects and assignments.I am just feeling so tired and feeling so breathless.all i can say that is i am so tired and tired and tired.

2006-11-18T22:57:00.001-08:00

i just realise tat i had been blogging almost every day this week.i had lots of fun, real fun crapping with classmates and had lots of joy and laughter this week though there are two tests UID and programming and there is UID project and COMT and IAC project to do.i am beginning to like my course so much and i am also beginning to love programming and also beginning to understand it.OOP is just so fun doing it sometimes and more interesting and easier to learn than FSP.lols..anyway, i was so damm pissed off by some peeps and real pissed by the person when i heard some news relating to my friends and the person.the person sucks ok?! the person attitude real sucks ok! dun bother writing the things and the person's name etc here in the entry.

anyway, my week was filled with fun and laughter and i am becoming more and more crappy due to so many reasons.i must be influenced by the guys in my class bahx.lols.i better start doing my comt project.lols.happy week (:

2006-11-15T21:18:00.000-08:00

a nice song by O-Town
all or nothning (:

I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere's gotta give
A share in this relationship gets older, older

You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As thought I'm all that you could see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it

Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
Nowhere inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

meaningful lyrics

2006-11-14T20:54:00.000-08:00

have just deleted the grudge 2 frm my lappie :( den have also finished watching the convenant :) convenant is a nice movie withe many cute boys in the movie and it is all about magic.i am now watching rob b hood and it is super clear and is waiting for mel to send me other movies lols..anywae today is IS day and i have gotten back my first assignment marks.

I got a C grade.WTH, my lecturer told me that I should have gotten a B grade instead but because I had exceeded the word limit, they deducted 3 marks from me.WTH, who is the idiot teacher who say wanted to remark my paper.so free is it? so count the no of words i have written, anyway will try harder for the other assignments as I am aiming for an A for both IAC and comT.lolz...joel also told me a funny joke just now and it made me laugh like mad.I saw joel with his IS friends on the way to find ginny and i smiled at joel and left then later i could not manage to find ginny and went down with ibrahim to find joel instead.Joel then tell me that one of his friends thought i was smiling at another friend and asked the friend if i was interested in him and asked why he never smiled back.all thanks to joel, he did not even told his friends that he knew me and i was smiling at him actually.lol.when i heard it i was laughing like mad.now back to studying for BIS and NF.i don't understand a single thing about NF.the lecturer sucks

2006-11-13T20:31:00.001-08:00

just some of the random photos taken in class today n some of the photos taken ytd for my dog (:

and to vina,aien and nick(if you are seeing this entry);
nickt:take care and get well soon kkx...sick still can scold vulgar words...lols...rem to drink lots of water
aien:take care of your sore eyes and hope your sore eyes will get better
vina:take care for ur health and hope ur flu condition will gets better

2006-11-11T22:45:00.000-08:00

i guess picture describes a thousand words (:

2006-11-11T16:53:00.000-08:00

just saw vina's blog and realized this thing.so decided to do since i am bored.
1. single, taken or crushing? -single
2. are you happy with your life now? hmm.not so sure.
3. when you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? depends on fate.
4. have you had a broken heart? obviously,yes
5. do you believe there are circumstances that cheating love is acceptable? nope.
6. would you talk to someone if he/she cheats on you? yea.though it takes time and it makes you miserable for hating someone too.
7. have you ever talked to another person about marriage before? nope
8. do you want children? yes.
9. how many? 2.
10. would you consider adoption? not so sure about it.depends on fate.
11. if someone likes you right now, what do you think will let you know about he/her feelings? tell me his real feeling now.
12. do you enjoy getting into relationships? not sure.
13. be honest, what did you and your ex ever did? nil
14. do you believe in love at first sight? maybe.
15. are you romantic? not sure.
16. do you believe you can change someone? yes.
17. if you could marry somewhere, where would it be? hmm.maybe new zealand or australia(somewhere foreign)
18. do you easily give in when you're fighting? yes.if it is easily resolved, why not?
19. do you have feelings for someone right now? maybe.
20. have you ever wished you had someone but you messed it up? no
21. have you broken a heart? - not sure.
22. one day if your best friend fell in love with he/she that you're in love with, what would you do? i will give the person up as true friends are hard to find.
23. are you missing someone right now? maybe.

now you have to ask 5 friends to do this survey:
nickt.joel.qingyi.michelle.shannel.

2006-11-03T21:00:00.000-08:00

_My masterpiece for the crazy four(Sylvia,Aien,Ginny,Abi)(:

2006-10-29T02:50:00.000-08:00

why can't life be more carefree? why must life be full of obstacles that people will have to face even if they do not want to face the facts?

P.S:its only about a week more to o-level english and i have not prepared at all.i better start preparing for o-level english and this time i am going to pass it even if i get a c6 for it.*praying hard*

2006-10-27T19:31:00.000-07:00

sch is getting more and more sian and i do not know what to blog any more.

2006-10-20T21:38:00.000-07:00

i went to watch death note with vina at plaza sing today.death note is basically a thriller movie and it had just began airing in cinemas just yesterday.people who do not know what movie to watch and wants to watch movie,go and watch death note.actually, i do not mind watching the movie again as it is just so nice but i think i will just wait patiently for the next part of death note and i will definitely watch the next part of death note.Both of the main actors are quite handsome and cute but i will prefer Kenichi Matsuyama.He is "L" in the movie and he is always eating and eating non-stop in the movie"Death Note".

Kenichi Matsuyama (:

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2006-10-17T22:49:00.000-07:00

it's the second day of school and every tuesday is an IS day.IS modules are getting more boring per semester and i am taking 1COMT and IAC this sem.it is so boring that you ca fall asleep during lesson.haix...

2006-10-15T21:28:00.000-07:00

school starts tomorrow and its back to java.java.java.

2006-10-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

seeing eunice's blog makes me think of all the thing that had happened when i was in phs.time really flies and i was graduated just last year after 5 yrs in phs and i really miss my 5b peeps.during my five years there, i find that sec 3-5 has the nicest memories.i still remember the time when the whole class ganged up to bully ms ng's cousin as we hated her much to the core when we were in sec 2 and when i was in sec 3, i did not really know the people but when i was in sec 4, we then interacted much and eliz and i was always bullying teck yong and making fun of him.the whole class also hated mr leek much to the core when he took charge of us in sec 4 as we always thought that he was always unreasonable and he was always putting on a black face and always scolding people during lessons for this and that.but after getting along for a few months, the whole class began to accept him and joked around with him and he was always the one who encouraged the class to get better results as my class is always competing with another normal acad class.He was also the one who will stay back to help the weaker students and we got good results for our n-level and the whole class was promoted but he left the school and did not continued to teach us physics when we were in sec 5.when i was in sec 5, my class form teacher was mr ng and he was more like a friend to us instead of a teacher and was always joking with us during lessons.Mr Ng knew when we were tired during his geog lesson, he would not continued with his lesson and let us rest instead and he would always interact with us and encouraged us too and it was during this year when me,shauhui,may , nel, qingyi and eliz sit together in front of the class and the sixx of us will always talk all sorts of craps and shau hui will always go and find alice during lesson and because of the craps and jokes among the six of us makes time flies faster.During recess, sometimes some of my 5B class peeps will hang out to talk craps and jokes around and talk about shows in the canteen or in the classrooms. I really miss the times when we talked craps and slack around in some part of the school though i really hated that school alot when i was still in the school.really miss those wonderful memories.

below are some of the pictures taken in the school.

Kim Meng,Me,Meow,Shannel and sinyee

Taken in school chapel

The girls with Mr Ng

5B (:

The girls with vanessa wong

5B commitee members with mr ng

The girls with mr Ng

Boys after grad service

class girls with mr leek'04

5B girls

5b boys@ jogathon'05

Mr Ng,Wenqing,Qingyi,Me and Ms Tong

The girls

memories will be kept in my heart forever.thanks for those happy memories (:

2006-10-11T19:54:00.000-07:00

i am seriously going crazy.
i do not know what happened to me this two days and why is my life like this for the past two days.
all I can say is that my life just sucks.

2006-10-03T23:01:00.000-07:00

i am on a movie spree (:

2006-09-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

i seriously hate hypocrites.those people who are being nice to you in front and backstab you at the back, those people real sucks to the core and this is the first time that i experience that and i seriously hope that will be the last time i will be experiencing it too.the feeling of being backstab by people who you thought that are "nice" real sucks and it happens to me and my bestie.We still have a week more to go and to try to tolerate things and hoping things will get better as the day goes on.It is tiring enough to stand for 12 hours promoting things and you still get backstab behind your back.It is real tiring but the only consolation is that next fri will be the last day and I am still considering if I want to put Sunday as my last day or not as I have to work for 12 hours a day including sat and sun and break is only for 1/2 hr for both lunch and dinner.But luckily, for today, time pass quickly though my bestie is relocated to another location which is near the location that I worked so we still can meet for lunch and dinner.

2006-09-18T21:50:00.000-07:00

things that i eat today(in order)

-1 currypuff;
-1 sauguage bread;
-1 coffee shake;
-1 corn soup;
-3 frozen strawberries;
-1 packet of nasi lemak;
-1/2 dragon fruit

i know i add alot of food today and will try to eat lesser tomorrow hopefully.I went to see the face doc today and now my face is in a real terrible state but luckily this few days will be slacking at home as usual so do not need to go out in a terrible state.hopefully, my face condition will be much better by thursday or friday.(praying hard)

2006-09-15T20:23:00.000-07:00

i have got back my results today and it was kind of disappointing.I did not get any As for any modules and my results have deproved from the last test and all thanks to programming, I got a C+ for 1 of the module.I better buck up for the next sem and this time, i will study harder and not slack like this semester.My aim for next semester is to get GPA 3.6.So, i better work towards my target and try harder.

Results of my modules

CM-B(from A to a B)
COS-B
FSP-C+(from a B+ to a C+)
WP-B
FP-B
Cats-B

GPA=3.0000

i know my results real sucks but i am going to buck up for next sem and the timetable for IS module for next sem is out.The tyming is kind of weird as it is neither 8 nor 1 and it is between 8-1. My IS will start at 10 and end at 3 as there is a lunch break from 12-1.This is kind of weird and the tyming sucks too.I would rather 8 or 1 but luckily for e odd weeks, I do not need to attend IAC as it is for even weeks only so i can go home at 12.Hur Hur, now for the time to reflect on why my results are so bad and sucky.

2006-09-14T20:12:00.000-07:00

i am bored.

2006-09-10T10:57:00.000-07:00

i went to malaysia yesterday for a day tour trip with lots of people who is staying my house to go to desaru to see the fruit farm and then went to see the waterfall at kota tinggi and went to desaru beach before going to see the fireflies.The fruit farm is nice, filled with fruits and the beach is normal as there are nothning nice to see but the toilet near the beach real sucks.That is the worst out of the worst toilet that I have ever went to and even the toilets in Shanghai are better than that and they charge 30cents per entry.That is so crazy.Lunch is in a restaurant and the food there are not bad especially the fish, it is just so fresh that i kept eating it.Hahas...Before making out way to see the fireflies, we went to have our dinner at a restaurant too.This time, the rstaurant food is ok but the vegetables are nice.Lettuce and peas with mushrooms filled with savoury sauce.yum yum.before having a food went to queue up for the toilet and ann and christopher jumped queue as there were just too many people and one of the lady just ask christopher"are you a singaporean?","singaporean do not jumped queue".What the fuck..!! please lorx, if ou say that then why do i see you jumping queue in the morning when we have to pass through the custom.don't come and talk this kind of rubbish to them.Then, her two daughters scold them kuai lan in a nice way.Fuck lahx...the two children are young and they do not know anything and don't tell me that you are so big and you don't know what is right and what is wrong ok and because i tolerated you all and do not want the matter to blow up, that's why i did not scold you all vulgar words and did not bother to say you all and not that you two only know how to scold and i don't know how to scold, is i just don't want to scold in front of SO MANY PEOPLE kkx. if you are so lucky and anyhow click on this blog and read the entry then good for you.anyway, my mood was being affected by them but for not too long as i saw many fireflies beneath the tree and that is just so nice but their lifespan is onli for 3 weeks.How life can be so fragile and it is such a pity that each fireflies can live for 3 weeks only but i must say that Malaysia's fireflies is not as nice as the fireflies that i had seen years ago in New Zealand.New Zealand's ones are nicer and more.hur hur...

2006-09-05T22:47:00.000-07:00

i have been quite busy for the past two days and it has also been two days since siew cheng has left.I have also been working OT for the past few days but i have already started on counting down on the days that are remaining for me to work there.Hur hur...monday will be my last day of work and i will be resting for about two weeks before going to work as a mooncake promoter with may and then i will relax during the last week of holiday and school will reopens the other week.hahas..what a great planning right.anyway, results will be coming out next week and i am bit worried about the results and i am praying hard that my results will be good and will be what i had expected.anyway, yesterday when i came back home from work, my dad told me that the crocodile hunter had passed away.he was still filming the documentary when the incident had happened and he was able to handle a crocodile but he couldn't handle the stringray.it was his passion and love for animals that killed him.how life can be so fragile and anything could just happened during that minute so better cherish what you have now.(:

11 oct 06--1To1 peeps gathering[wild wild wet]

2006-09-01T21:10:00.000-07:00

i must say that work is kind of relaxing for the past few days but i will be quitting soon and my last day of that job will be on 13 sept though i may not be sure if i will be leaving on mon or not.i am still undecisive so if mrs lim goes to office on mon then i will be leaving on fri if not i will leave on the 13 of sept.hahas...finally after torturing myself to go to work for the past 1 week and and after the 13 i will rest for about a week before selling mooncakes with may at tampines mall on the 22 or 25 for two weeks..oh man..i really miss her lots and she is a friend who will listen to your troubles when you are down and will be there to share your happiness when you are feeling happy too.in short,she is there for you in your ups and downs time and that's not all there are still many friends of mine who are there with me for my ups and downs too.back to the topic of my office...oh my god, the office is really filled with dust and on the first day of work i already get rashes on my leg and then a few pimples also popped up but luckily i went to see the face doctor so my face condition has improved bit by bit.i just simply cannot wait till the 13 of sept which is two weeks away but i feel that it is such a long week ahead of me.i just hope that next week will be a better week and time will flies quickly not like this two weeks and hope that tomorrow i will be able to go to IT fair which is at expo with my parents to see mp3 players.i just cannot wait till tomorrow and just hope that my dad is willing to lend mi money to buy nano first and i will just pay him in the month of october.i am also going to run starting from mon after work to exercise and lose weight.i have just gained a few more kgs again and i want to lose a few more kg to 43 kg.so be it,43kg will be my target.no more snacks, no more tidbits and take lesser chocolates.no more gasey drinks just green tea or chrysanthemum tea.no meals more than 3 meals a day and yea.jia you. (:

2006-08-25T00:40:00.000-07:00

oh god..!!i am going crazy and nuts.I think i seriously need a breathing space really badly.i am not sure how i am going to express all my feelings into words and do not know how to say it out to people but i really need a breathing space.i feel that i am already suffocating and i really want to let it all out, let all my fustrations and anger all out but i just cannot do it.i don't even know how to let it all out and solve it, let it be family or job.maybe i should really sit down and think of what i should seriously do right now at this moment but i am really sick and tired of all these things that are happening to me but i just cannot get things right now at this moment.i am in no mood to think of how to solve these problems too, people who know me always say that i am cheerful,talkative and approachable.but beneath all that i am actually covering all my sadness as i am afraid to show others.i do not want to show other people when i am actually sad instead of happy.i do not want to trouble them of all my troubles as some of them already have their troubles and problems that are waiting for them to solve and i can only keep them all inside my heart.i want to shout out loud and i want to scream to my heart's content as screaming will actually makes me forget all my troubles for a while but i simply just could not do that as i am so busy with all the work and problems that are bothering me so i just cannot find time to go to some places to scream.instead of screaming to forget all my troubles, i really feel like crying now and sometimes i feel that i am really useless as a person.i think i am going to break down one of these days.tired.tired.tired of these problems.

2006-08-24T23:50:00.000-07:00

i have just started working just yesterday and i felt that working really sucks.the people there are maybe sometimes quite dao maybe as they are busy most of the times but working there as a temp just lakes me feel so stressed.it has just been two days only and i am feeling so stressed already.there is also another temp staff who has just joined in on monday and she just told mi n e 2 other temps that she will be leaving together with another another temp staff next friday.i am just hoping that she will change her mind and tell me tomorrow that she will not be leaving till the end of next month.hur hur...anywae, today i just know 2 other temp staff and they are quite friendly but one of them will be leaving nxt fri and the other one will be leaving on the 15 of next month and i would have no company for the next 10 daes for next month as i will be leaving at the end of next month which is two weeks before the actual leaving of the job.hmm...this is not yet confirmed but it will most likely be the case.i am just hoping now that the another temp staff will not be leaving till the end of next month or new temp staff that comes into the company will just be nice and friendly and will get along with me.i agm going crazy and nuts.argh...anyway, i will try to perserve till the end of next month for the stuff that i want to buy...hur hur...

2006-08-22T19:15:00.000-07:00

I will be starting to work tml and i am feeling kind of nervous as it has been a few mths since i just last worked...i am also slacking at home for the whole day watching youtube...hahas...i had been spending time watchin youtube for a few hours for the past week and had also been rotting at home...tomorrow will be a brand new day and hope it will just turned out fine.Hope the people over there will be just like the same as income.hahas...i think i better work hard for this 2 upcoming months to earn $$$ and then will just buy the things that i plan to buy with, during this 2 months.

21st aug'06
today i went to my sis sch to take the o-level oral exam and the reading passage is not difficult as i had came across those words before but i was scared that i read the passage in mono-tone and did not express many feelings.For the picture discription, i could not think of many points but i just crapped my way through and wad eva point that came into my mind, i just speak out.For the conversation topic, i also crapped all the way and i think i had said so much rubbish till 1 of the examiner kept on smiling at me.for both the conversation topic and picture discription is about old folks.but i think this time round for the oral, it was okay and not too badly done.hope that oral can pull up some of my english marks and jia you for the remaining papers for eng which is in beginning of nov.yea..this time i must go well-prepared for the o-levels and not like last yr and for the eng oral where i just screwed up abit.

2006-08-18T12:10:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wonder why the friends by your side came into your life..?? Someone once told me that all the people who came from different schools and have different personalities and became your friens beacause of the word "fate"...u got to know different friens because you all have fate...and mayb tat's true...i was so sad when i gotten my o-lvl results back as i could not got into the business course that i badly wanted and it's had been my wish for a long tym...but come to think of it...if i had nt had those results for o-lvl...mayb i would not have chosen IT and i would nt hav known my class peeps...n mayb i would nt have chosen NP as my choice too...and if i had gotten into biz course...the friens tat i had known may nt b lyk my class peeps too and my life would not have been the same too..my class peeps may talk rubbish at all tyms and may joke around but they are all fun peeps...hahas...hmm...enough of those thinkings already...since i went to IT..so study harder for the modules so that i will not have any more regrets...and i juz wanna make full use of my life and join a cca that i like and treasure all of my friens that i have right now...yea...jia you..

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i have fallen in love with this song...
感情线 by 183 club =)

here are the lyrics for the song...

我想我已开始有点疑惑好像被他说中些什么
难道已经没有别的选择只能乖乖的束手就策
难过的是我们做了选择是对是错也没把握
如果要我放手才能获得为何在我心中有舍不得
看着你要走还装着笑容掩饰的脆弱要撑多久
如果现在开口如何挽留感情这条线注定只能这么远
不敢想信已经来到终点想你爱他必定多一些
我们之间不可能再回到从前我还傻傻画着幸福线
看着你走远还继续装笑脸掩饰折磨我能撑多久
如果现在开口怎么挽留感情这条线注定无法延长一点
你已不在而我何时才清醒想信一切都是命
不曾放弃你我不会说什么默默的承受
像个男子汗
We will carry on, knowing there were words I've
never said baby
Let the words remain unsaid...
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2006-08-16T12:27:00.000-07:00

I hav found a job (:

hahas...so happy tat i hav found a job...finally...can work n earn $$$ n e workin place ish at bedok..happy sia...yea...all my wishlists can be fulfilled ord...hahas..will b startin work on fri bahx..nt too sure lolx...anywae..happy happy happy..muz go enjoy tis few daes first before startin work...LOL...

2006-08-14T11:30:00.000-07:00

holidaes r here again..yea..happy..crazy..mad..LOL..hav been slackin at hm tis few daes watchin youtube n tv serials n accompanying my dog..hahas...will b gg for job interview ltr at e agency n hope i can gt a job real soon..can do tons n tons of things wen i gt my first pay..LOL..miss gg for a shoppin spree wif joyce too..it has been so long since we last met n went on a shopping spree..den b sides working..tis ish oso e tym to catch up wif friens..hav nt been seein oth my sec n pri sch friens..yea..will b gg to watch a movie ltr wif vina at ps..stayin at hm ish so sian..stop here ord lolx..hope will gt a job real soon..yea..real soon...

2006-08-12T16:40:00.000-07:00

yea...final sem test had finished ytd n its holis again..happy gurl...hahas...yea...gotta find job mayb soon coz mayb gt lobang...hmm...nt too sure oso n wanna buy ipod nano 4Gb ...n go shopping @ thailand or malaysia...LOL...

2006-07-30T22:05:00.000-07:00

hav been so stressed over sch work till pimples popped out...omg...sian lahx...hav spent nt 1 hr but 4-5 hrs todae doin programming stuff but guess wad...dere's still errors gg on which i dunno hw cum...argh...feeling so fustrated rite nw...stress sia..den nw still doin till step 2 den gt error n wanna cont'd to step 3 but nt sure of hw to do so beta stop dere ord...tml den ask friens to help mi lolx...sian lahx...den ytd went to sch for s&w...1st tym playing netball for abt 2-3 hrs though e entire game of netball ish 4 hrs ++ but do nt nid to play all e games coz of combined class lolx...den sprain my leg...was forced to see chi physician..luckily for mi do nt nid to rub...omg...if my leg nids to rub to recover den i tink i will cry till siao over dere n scream in pain lolx...i juz simply cannt stand chi physician...luckily for mi...todae my leg ish still abit swollen and dere ish still a little bit of pain and cannt play sports for a few daes so dun tink i m able to play netball for s&w lolx...stop here le...STRESSED..!! sTRESSEd..!! sTRESSED..!! haix...

2006-07-26T00:43:00.002-07:00

i m here to blog again...omg...hav been real busy wif sch work n i wanted to go for canoe training but ended up nt gg todae again as there r so many things tat i had nt finished yet...hopefully i will go for canoe trainin by nxt wed or sat..?? den todae revise thru e past lectures on methods for FSP n realise tat I realli do not know sum of e basics n tried to understand but i can't at all...n e assignment ish due nxt fri...argh....den i tried reading up e slides on arrays 1 n tried doin e assignment n tried to declare n create n all sorts of shit den dere wrote dere 9 errors...n wad class/interface ish missing so i decided to add in e class thingy n ended up wif 21 errors...omg...tat ish even worse den before...so deleted e class thingy n yea...asked brandon to teach mi n helped mi to correct my assignment thingy lolx...den ask him sum things abt FSP oso...haix...looks lyk i would hav to cancel my appointment wif fabian...actually asked him to teach mi computing maths oso as tat ish actually a maths tis sat but i hav decided to study at hm for FSP as assignment ish due nxt fri...hav to rush for tat assignment den nxt week den ask him whether free or nt again to teach mi maths thingy lolx...beta settle 1 thing b4 another...yea??!!...yea...hahas...seems so fustrated in doing FSP but i had learnt more things todae thru brandon n e tham....so abi...juz jia you n try ur best lolx...hahas...yea...try my beri best...sem ish ending so hav to jia you to gt gd results lolx...aim to gt a for all modules...yea (:
p.s: to all my friens...jia you too...(:

2006-07-21T21:34:00.000-07:00

omg...i hav tons n tons of projects to do n assignments to do...yet i m slacking away...i beta gt started to do e assignments n start to understand FSP n COS n CM lolx...n nt forgtting WP oso...omg...there r so many things to do...beta start studying tmL...n hmm..tis week nthning much happened lolx...as usual go sch..slack..tok craps n bla bla bla...oh ya...ginny n i r b-cuming madder n madder each dae...hahas... (: ...enjoy sitting wif her...den hmm...ytd went back to phs together wif qingyi,deli n long fei to collect class cd...hahas...den slack wif em n catch up wif em after tat till abt 7 plus before we headed hm...yea...after seeing e graduation cd...missing all e memories spent in 5 blessing n phs lolx...watch ord suddenly hav so many emotions...den oso missing those pri sch friens n memories oso...so long nv go back pri sch le...hmm...abt 3-4 yrs??!! omg...phs 5 blessing'05 rawks...juz simply miss those daes where everyone craps in class...i sat bsides eliz n hw much i laughed wen she told mi things abt mr hui n bla bla bla...den hw e six of us tokin craps in btw lessons...hw i pass tym during eng n other lessons by slping...bLa bLa bLa...so many things lolx...hope to see em again during e nxt gathering lolx...hahas...miss em lots...(: yea...abi...beta jia you le...beta start preparing for class assignments n quiz n tests le...hahas...yea...

2006-07-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

todae went to sch as usual n todae...tym realli seems fast...coz i onli hav 3 hrs of lesson...yea...hahas...coz fulu gt sumthing on den he would nt b attendin for e wp lesson so he juz gave us work to do on mon n asked us to hand in e work tis cumin mon lolx...wow...it ish ord week 3 gg to week 4 n aft week 7 which we will b havin cm n cos test...it would b holidaes...yea...n i would b gg to find job so tat can earn $$$ lolx...to buy ipod nano n buy e things i wan...so i beta go start findin job lolx...u all gt job intro to mi horx...i beta go start doin my hmwork ord...gt tons n tons of project to do but haven started on any yet...so i beta gt started lolx...n i tink i would b joinin canoeing soon bahx...hopefully lolx...(:

here are e pic tat i took durin e week lolx...

~queenie n mi

~smiling

~acting cute...

~olivia n mi

2006-07-06T09:30:00.000-07:00

sian lahx...nw having COS lesson..n todae hav 3 hrs of COS lolx...haix...dunno hw i m gg to survive for e rest of e lessons...den luckily COS ish onli for 1 sem onli..if nt sure die 1...haix...beta gt back to listen to her borin lesson ord lolx...

2006-07-01T13:55:00.000-07:00

pictures of us...(:

e gurls hu rawks my stupid lyfe@np(300606) (:

---lurve em lots (: ---

2006-06-29T20:54:00.000-07:00

I hav fallen in lurve wif tis song...(: nice...nice...

I RUN AWAY-BRiTNEY SPEaRs...(:
You took your love away
Too fast
Left no chance to say
Look Back
Now I know the truth
It makes it easier
Maybe when time goes by
I'll understand

(Chorus)
Lets pretend that I moved on
Then I'll tell myself that life goes on without you
Open my eyes, look deep inside
I run away, I run away, I run away

You threw it all away
So blind
Pushed me far from you
In your life
And now I know the tears wont lead to lonliness
Baby when time goes by
I'll understand

Lets pretend that I moved on
Then I'll tell myself that life goes on without you
Open my eyes, look deep inside
I run away, I run away, I run away

I run away
I run away
I run away

Lets pretend that I moved on
Then I'll tell myself that life goes on without you
Open my eyes, look deep inside
I run away, I run away

I run away

Lets pretend that I moved on
Then I'll tell myself that life goes on without you
Open my eyes, look deep inside
I run away, I run away

2006-06-28T21:10:00.000-07:00

hahas...jUz realise tat i hav been bloggin almost everydae durin e past few daes...hahas...actually oso nthnin muzh happened lolx...onli gt back cm n fsp results...cm gt a A n fsp gt a B...haix...fsp so damm sux lolx...hope my Wp can gt a A n COs can gt a B den i happy till siao ord...sian lahx...my i pod shuffle todae dunno wad happen to it b cum siao ord...muz go work durin e nxt holidaes lolx which ish 7 weeks (: n nt slack n rot at hm for e whole dae...hahas...den can go buy a new 4 gb i pod nano...yea...(: tml will b takin back cos n fsp bahx...haix...cos so damm sian but hope can gt gd marks for it lolx coz e paper ish difficult plus difficult n i onli noe hw to do e binary no part onli...lolx...n wp oso hope can gt gd marks...i m jia you lolx...jia you

2006-06-27T21:55:00.000-07:00

---horoscope for e dae---
The Bottom Line
Many different types of energy will be coming at you today. Take it all in slowly.

In Detail
From the very start of your day, you will be picking up on all the energy of the people around you. Sadness, happiness, anger, terror -- all of these diverse emotions will be coming at you. At first, it will be invigorating to be able to so astutely sense what's going on around you, but soon this type of barrage could get tiring. Step out of the public arena by the afternoon and go off somewhere by yourself. It will help you regain the balance between you and the outside world.

nt sure if i shuld believe in all tis but it's true sumtyms...i m ord havin tis feelings but no anger onli....

2006-06-26T17:00:00.000-07:00

1.do the following WITHOUT complains..

2.choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours..

3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged..

4.Start your post with "I've been tagged" then do this

I've been tagged by: Aili

Favourites
favourite colour: light blue,pink,white(basically any light colours)
favourite food: tiraimisu,wonton mee,stingray,crabs,chicken baked rice,steamboat(basically nice food =))
favourite song: songs tt i find nice lolx...
favourite movie: hmm...nthning in particular
favourite sport: badminton,netball,pool(though haven go learn yet...i m interested in pool =))...
favourite day of the week: fridae rawks
favourite season: hw i noe...sg oso no 4 seasons
favourite ice cream flavour: hmm...anything tt r related to chocolate...

Current
current mood: mixed feelings
current desktop: .....
current toenail: nope....
current time: 4.50pm
current annoyances: hav to deal wif many stuff...
current thoughts: hope eating can solve all e stuff...
current book you reading: da vinci code...(hmm...hav been readin tt since beginnin of last yr but still yet to complete)...

First
first best friends: nt sure....
first crush: durin sec 1 bahx...
first movie: forgt ord
first piercing: forgt ord...
first lie: forgt ord...
first music: forgt ord...
first car: haven hav any cars yet...want a real car instead of a toy car...=)

Last
last cigarette: i m a gd gurl..=)
last drink: milk tea frm mos burger(it's nice)
last car ride: dad's car
last crush: .....
last movie: silent hill..
last phonecall: may
last cd: forgt ord...seldom buy cd nowadaes...

Have you ever
have you ever dated ur best friend: nope
have you ever broken the law: sure will hav 1...
have you ever been arrested: no...
have you ever been on tv: no...
have you ever kissed someon you don't know: no
5 things you r wearing: a top,shorts,ear studs(juz came back frm sch)
4 things you have done today: eat =) , go sch,online,go amk...
3 things you can hear right now: i tunes,sound frm television
2 things you cant live without: friens,family...
1 thing you do when you r bored: slp+eat...hahas...
and the 5 peeps who have been tagged:
none...
~dun wanna implicate my frens...hahas

2006-06-24T18:13:00.000-07:00

dEcEmbEr bAbY (:
---------------DECEMBER BABY ---------------
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible...
better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient
and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy
to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet
complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and
soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating,
tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny
and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.
Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.
Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character.
one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music. pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored.
Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt.
Sensitive.

p.s:hahas...read mel's blog n decided to post oso....sorrie mel...

horoscope for e day(:

If closure on an issue is frustratingly slow in coming, stop waiting for it. Things are settling nicely enough to give you a firm foundation to move forward upon, so feel free to go ahead. Lingering feelings of guilt, regret or anger need to just settle inside you for a while. You can come back and deal with them when you're ready. Keep things quiet and don't put too much pressure on yourself to be happy all the time -- it's just not healthy

2006-06-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

went to ps meet angeline n she promote her products to mi...hahas...but so long nv c her le since feb or last yr nov lolx...too long...forgt wen ish e last tym i saw her le...she still looked so cute n she ish still e same as before...hahas...den ltr met up wif may oso...last saw her at feb oso...hahas...missed e daes wen we were at 5 blessin man...den after tat went back hm lolx...had ate so much todae...let mi list out wad i hav ate todae frm mornin...white chocolates,bread with ham,rice wif grilled chicken,curry n egg,corn soup,butterfly prawns,coffee shake n milk tea,yoghurt drink n bread wif ham again....omg...had put on so much weight ord...dun dare to weigh myself since e last pe lesson i had last yr which ended in august or sep 2005...hmm....thinkin of many things again...mayb nw holidaes feelin too free n nthnin to do so think of so many things...mayb life isn't tat sux though it sux at tyms...n mayb i shuld think of e pros n cons...every thing tat i do in life sure has its advantages n disadvantages 1...so i shuld nt b thinkin of e negative side oso...will try to improve on myself 1...since life ish so precious...so y nt enjoy life n do e things tat we wanted to do b4 regretting...i hav regretted on many things le....so beta nt regret anymore...e feeling of regret juz simply sux so dun ever regret...i hav tasted tat feelings for 3 tyms ord...e 1st tym happened wen i was in pri 6...after takin my psle result...i was so sad...y didn't i study n slack...?? n in e end i went to normal acad....if i had study a bit harder mayb i will b in express n i will nt go to phs...n mayb i can go to my dream sch...CGS...but i noe many wonderful ppl in phs n they b cum e best memories of my life though e sch realli seems sucky as 1 yr pass by 1 yr...ok...but cum to think of it....i had e best tym of my sec sch yrs...n those yrs r realli fun...full of fun ppl n friens...e 2nd tym ish wen i took my o-lvls....y did i start studyin too late...if i had studied at e start of e yr mayb i will nt hav gotten those sucky results n may even gt to e biz course tat i much badly wanted n would nt gt into such a stress course....but cum to think of it...everywhere ish full of stress...no wonder where i go....no matter which course i went to...there will sure be stress but onli at different level lolx...n i gotta noe such lame,crappy,friendly,fun ppl...in IT...hahas...dunno whether to regret or wad oso....but e 3rd tym i will realli regret it...i gave up piano...for so many yrs...i hav taken piano...it had gave mi joy but stress n sadness....coz i dunno y oso i juz cannt seemed to try to practise piano by myself without ppl callin mi....mayb i did nt like practisin piano or wad....i wanna take e practical exams n take up piano again but did nt noe wen will i do it or i nv will do it coz i scared i will fail e practical exams again....i hav passed theory grade 5 ord n do nt nid to take any more if i do nt need to take...but if i wanna take up piano again i hav to retake grade 5 again till i pass....i lurve e music played by pianists but i juz feel tat my standard ish nt there or nt even 1/5 of it...my piano practising juz sux n i hav nt been practisin for sum tyms le...haix...contradicting myself... but i have nt give up on piano yet...i m still tryin to realli commit myself to it so tat i will lurve piano more n more n nt lettin ppl force mi to practise n juz grumble in my heart lolx...still thinkin whether to take up or nt...??? hmm....den todae...gotta into a quarrel or sum sort of argument again....sorrie...vina...for draggin u down into tis....realli sorrie kkx....dun ever regret in e things tat u do ok....e feelings of regretting juz simply sux kkx... i hav tasted e feelings for so many tyms ord...so dun ever regret...kkx......anywae...hav straighten out my thinkin ord bahx....e earth will nt stop rotating...juz b coz of u nt straightenin ur thinkin or wad so eva shit lolx.... so ppl...jia you....

2006-06-20T23:26:00.000-07:00

supposed to go to sentosa todae wif vina n neL to suntan n to play bUt tis morning woke up by my mum's voice n vibration by my phone at 7 plus to find tat nel will nt b gg due to heavy rain den i went to e livin rm n indeed it rained so heavily tat i made an decision nt to go to sentosa todae den i sms vina to tell her my decision and after tat i went to eat sum famous amos cookies(my fav cookies) n watched sum television programme till abt 9 pLus n went back to slp till 11 plus.... after wakin up frm my slp,i juz slacked ard at hm n went to meet e guys at plaza sing n den wen we gathered outside e cinema at ard 6 lyk tat sherwin told us tat e tickets for silent hill was sold out for e 6.40pm show n left e 1st 2 rows....n den sherwin bought e tickets for garfield 2 n we all do nt wanna joined tat show...hahas...find it too kiddy...den actually e guys wanted to change to silent hill e 9.20 pm show 1 but coz i needed to go hm at ard 9 plus they decided to change to e 6.40 slot instead....sorrie guys....den after changin e tickets...went down to food court for a quick dinner...den went to watch e show....silent hill was a bit gross n a bit scary but overall still watchable lolx....but a pity tat e woman e child was dead n left e guy alone....frm e startin till e end tok tat it was actually dae n nite due to e backgrd colour till ibrahim told us tat actually e woman n child had died in e car crash ord...den i realized tat...hahas...after e movie...went for dinner at long john n slacked there awhile before we left lolx...

2006-06-17T22:07:00.000-07:00

hav recently been thinkin of many things...gd n bad...many,many,many things r in my mind rite nw...will my dream ever cum true...?? i hope so...but wad hav i been doin to achieve e dreams...??? nthnin but slackin at hm whole dae n wastin all my tym thinkin of e impossible things to happen...at tis rate..hw can i achieve my dreams...nv...i wanna try to achieve all my dreams...i wanna make e impossible to possible...but hw long do i nid...hw much tym do i nid to take...no matter hw long n hw much tym i nid to take to achieve these dreams...i will try...though i do nt noe if my dreams will b achieved in e end but at least i hav try....n reality realli hurts sum tyms...i sae tis b coz of many many many things again...can sum1 juz wake mi up frm my own dreamland...can??? but i m nt sure...i may rather stay in my own dreamland rather than in reality but tis world is jUz simply changin...it wun stay juz b coz u stand at ur original place n do nt wanna move...sum of u(hu may b readin my blog nw) may feels tat i m emotional...n ask mi y i feel it tat way but i juz feel tat way...there's no way i can explain to u....i feel tat i m changin since i went to poly...changin to a worse person n nt a beta person...i m actually an optimistic person n i will b laughin everydae without any worries without anything n etc...always thinkin on a positive side...but after gg to poly...i sumhw feel tat i hav becum pesstimistic ord...i hav changed my thinkin...izzit b coz of e probs tat i encountered durin poly life tat nv occurred to mi b4...??? i do nt noe but i feel tat i m nw thinkin of e negative side n even though i m smilin sumtyms in e outside but i m actually forcin myself to smile at all even though i dun feel lyk smilin...i m nv lyk tis b4...i do nt noe wad ish happenin to mi ord...n juz feelin tat life realli sux at tyms...anywae...enuff of my thinkings ord...i will b gg to sentosa wif vina on tues bahx...den after tat shuld b meetin e boys to watch silent hill bahx...lookin forward to e suntannin...though i m ord dark enough...den nxt week i wanna go play pool...i hav nt learnt yet...though i keep on sayin tat i wanna go learn...i beta go learn to play pool nxt week lolx...i oso wanna go escape play e rides...so many things to do nxt week....beta go enjoy myself b4 sch reopen n hav to start havin stress again...n yea...my birthdae ish cumin in 6 mths tym...yea...can go take both theory n practical exam le...can go learn hw to drive car...can go watch m18 show...can go clubbin wif friens n cousins...there's so many things waitin for mi to do wen i turn 18....lookin forward to my 18 birthdae n u guys shuld noe wad to do on e 21st dec rite....presents...hahas...ok lahx...dun bhb le...

horoscope for saggitaurus for e dae frm friendster

Any discouraging signs you've been seeing lately shouldn't get you down -- the road you're on has quite a few twists and turns, and you need to be ready to take them as they come. Things are way better than you think right now, so what's with this cloud of gloom and doom? Flush it out with a healthy dose of good humor and you can get back on track with a brighter attitude. You are much closer to your goal than you realize, so keep on going.......

p.s:go check urs oso lolx...mine ish quite accurate at tyms bahx...

pictures taken todae while clearin my cupboard

~four of us at work @ income =)

~my office table@ income...missin those daes

~gifts

~my fav tigger cup =)

~memories of phs....badge,tie,my name tag n report bk =)

~report bks of both pri n sec sch =)

2006-06-16T19:30:00.000-07:00

another dae of slackin at hm....enjoyin life man..holidaes jUz rox...eat n slp n eat n slp...hahas....wanna study/revise eng but in e end nv....beta go revise tml le...jIa you...abi...u can do it de...hav changed my blogskin again....changed to a blogskin realli suitable for mi...i juz lurve my blog...

2006-06-13T22:07:00.000-07:00

hav been slacking at hm whole dae cOz i tOo lAzy To gO oUt....hahas...tmL actually supposed to meet germaine n desmond at east cOast park bUt hav dO tHings sO cAnnT make it lE....sO sorrie...i oso wanna learn hw to ride a bicycle....mayb nxt tym bahx....went to bugis wif my mum n saw jOycE n brensen there....Omg...i miss jOyce sO mUch....i miss e daes we r slackin in INcome...n was thinkin of askin her to bUgis to shop 1 dae n saw her there....hahas...dEn mayb i shUld call her out tis cumin sat or nxt week lOlx....anywae....it hav been a few daes since e 2 weeks holidae started...sO beta start enjOyin b4 sch reopens lOlx....bUt hav to practise my eng lOlx....eng exam is a few mths away Onli....beta start preparin n beta start catchin up wif friens n nt forgttin beta start stUdyin for cOs n programmin lOlx...there's such so much things to do dUrin this 2 weeks...jIa YoU...abi...U can dO iT de....

I mIss jOycE cHeW n zEsT n XuAn MIng
missin thOse memories in Income n those sLackIn sessions tat we had lAsT tYm

mUz find 1 dae n catch uP wif u all Lolx....

2006-06-09T09:49:00.000-07:00

i miss my sec sch friens alot alot....miss u peeps...finally met up wif em todae n saw so many familiar faces in orchard....=) saw hwee yeong,martin,tze long n robin....so long nv c all of em le....haha....den went to nydc eat....n after tat went to take neoprints n went hm....had a fun dae todae n i m super happy coz it ish e holidaes ord....yea....haha....can meet up wif my sec sch friens durin holidaes again....yea....n can oso meet up wif jOyce,zEsT n xUan mIng....mIss Em lOts tOo...mOst Of all...i will wAnnA lEaRn pLay pOoL sO cAn gO pLaY pOoL oSo n i m oSo dAmm InTeReStEd In pOoL lOlx....=) haV sO mAnY ThInGs tO dO dUrIn ThIs 2 WeEks....

here r e pics tat r taken todae n wed....

<~gUrLs pOweR>

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<~mI n KarEn =)>

2006-06-07T22:41:00.000-07:00

had a beri fun dae todae lolx....yEa....had common test tis week....n COS was damm tough lolx....did nt noe hw to do except all e binary Nos onli....den jUz any hw to do e paper n hand Up e paper lolx....den after tat went to cineleisure bY cab n watched OMEN....luckiLy e boys did nt go there n went to pLay pool instead or else i will kana laugh by em lolx fOr being so Scared sia....OMEN was nice except E endin was kind of lame....cOz it did nt show hu was dead bUt i tink e bOy(dEviL) wAs still aliVe n hiS father was dead lOlx....WaS sO ScaRy Sia...ImAgInE yTd BEiNg E dAe of 6 jUnE 06 sIa...QuIte ScArY lOlx...yUp....bEfore tat we went tO tAke nEoPriNts To kill tym...hahas....gt addicted to It ord....dEn after tat went to marina bAy to eat steamboat...iT was AbiT sCarY as sUm lAdiEs keep on approachin e ppL outside marina bay statiOn to pyscho em to eat at TheIr sTore wif fRee TrAnsport....kInda sCarY lOlx...dEn OMG....we aTE so LittLe n WaStE oUr $$$$ bUt fElT fUll lOlx...dEn Will b gg to Eat SteamBoat again Tis Fri....lOOkIn fOrwaRd To 5 bLesSin cLass GatHErin...yEa...mIss U pEePs n BiTcHy GanG....wEn R We hAvIn a GathErIng to tOk cRaPs again??? dUrIn 2 WeEks brEaK...??? kIndA lOokIn foRwaRd To It cOz tHEre r jUz So mAnY tHiNgs To Do dUrIn E 2 WeEks bReak lOlx...dEn WilL b oRgAnIzIn 1 oUtIn fOr U pEePs fRm IncOmE oSo....mIss U pEEps tOO....=)

HeRe r E nEopRints lOlx....

2006-05-27T00:12:00.000-07:00

juz read ai li's blog n i m nw realli missing FOC camp sia.....hahas.....ai li...sorrie for stealing those cheers frm ur blog arhx n juz wanna sae oso ONANNES 3 rox.....BITCHING GANG ROX even more .....=) miss u guys.....
Wu gui cheer

wu gur ar wu gui ta bu dong
kuai pao kuai pao bu yao shu ge tu zi

FOC cheer

FOC oi(oi)
FOc oi(oi)
FOC Oi(oi)
Alantis

Oannes cheer

Oannes oi(oi)
Oannes oi(oi)
Oannes oi(oi)
I want iT that way
tell mi y
ain nth but a heartache
tell mi y
ain nth but a mistake
tell mi y
i nv wanna hear u say
i want it tat way

Oannes 3 cheer

Oannes 3 oi(oi)
Oannes 3 oi(oi)
Oannes 3 oi(oi)
We lurve gls

Tick Tock cheer

Tick tock tick tock we muz eat
4 meals a dae cannt miss
eat ord very fir
camp comm eat
camp crew eat
Gls eat
Freshies eat
everybody eat

n still gt sum more cheer lolx.....=)

2006-05-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

vina sae tat i hav nt update my blog so here i m to update it ok....actually...it ish nt too long lahx....onli a few daes lolx...hahas....haix....suddenly realize tat things did nt seems to be smooth as i tok it would b....my CATS teacher told us to draw a thing tat represents us n i drew a fish coz it ish easy to draw a fish...hahas....den she told mi tat i wish for a simple life but sum tyms life can gt so complicated so i hav to learn to accept it n to adapt n it's true....i wan a simple n non-stressful life but it seemed difficult....haix...den tis few daes many small prob hav occured....began to hav feelings tat my life totally sux oredi....fortunately i hav a batch of gd friens ard mi....u noe hu u r....so i do nt need to name it out ok....den todae CATS ish boring but it seemed more boring if RUSSELL n e rest did nt tok craps....n we were tokin on another topic wen we were supposed to do a project lolx....so when r we gg to do e stupid CATS project huhx....??? den went for e S&W....i admit i do nt noe anything abt NEtball as i used to an anti-sports person but NETball was fun....i began to love NEtball nw n gttin to noe more n more abt e game....hahas....den y do ppl sae i BLur..??? hahas....up to nw....so many ppl sae i m blur ord....n since i joined e FOC camp till nw....oso gt alot of ppl sae tat i looked lyk their frien....???? OMG.....hahas....den tml Lessons r boring coz i will b havin FSP lesson.....sian sia....n tml hav a quiz again....CM lecturer teach us on e topic on mon den wed gt quiz....haix....but studied for it ord lolx....hahas....den FSP tml oso gt quiz again....sian lahx....muz make sure i will pass tml lolx....den suddenly felt lyk learning hw to play pool....mayb always seein friens play pool n they lurve tat game so much so i oso wanna go learn lolx....=).....anywae...common test ish cumin n hav to study harder so tat can gt gd grades n after common test ....it ish holidaes....yea....though it ish short but at least still gt 2 weeks of break lolx...den mayb gg malaysia...but nt confirm yet....dunno abt my parents lolx...if go malaysia can go find eddy oso....he nw still studyin haven holidaes yet....so mayb can meet up lolx....hahas....ok....stop here le....wanna go slp le....so damm tired n tml still hav to wake up so damm early coz lessson starting at 9 am lolx....den to vina....i hav update my blog le.....=)

2006-05-18T07:37:00.000-07:00

Ok.....i m here to blog again lolx.....hahas....managed to meet up wif Rainies,karen,meow n deli despite sum stupid circumstances lolx....hahas....miss em all man....den tok craps there....den de li go trick mi....hahas....he sae nyp building 1 mrt inside den karen sae ya....it's true...blah blah blah...den i reply him...Hw cum dun build e mrt earlier....hahas....den realised tat i gt tricked....shit sia...n they were all laughing at mi....hahas....den ltr juz go take neoprints n went hm....hope to c all of em again lolx....wahahahas....but ltr at mrt there tok craps with rainie n de li....hahas....enjoy e crapping session wif u all.....den todae lesson sux sia....COS tEacher juz simply sux lolx....wanna explain to her den she juz go on n on....n almost e whole class gt so fed up wif her...even eliz de class oso....OMG....tml gt FSP....tat lesson sux too....Muz Jia you le....below r e neoprints tat we took.....

2006-05-15T21:05:00.000-07:00

ok....my 2nd blog....my lappie finally works....thanxs to e staff ok....i reached sch todae at abt 8 plus den jin quan told mi tat he cannot seems to save e project details into fp folder....n i gt so fustrated.....sorrie jinquan for making u waste 2 trips...n sorrie yu ting lolx....den ltr heard tat vina told sum of e gurls i was frm e same pri sch as her...OMG....did nt noe at all....hahas....i m her xue-jie(senior) lolx....den after sch went to mac wif yu ting,mel,vina,syl n aien to eat den while eating, e boys oso went there....hahas....ok....den after eating....e gurls were down there laughing n crapping....but i miss most of em due to e phonecall i made to IBM....lolx....den went to IBM srv ctr n my lappie can work le....yea...hahas....den walk back hm frm there.....it ish quite far as my hse ish 3 bus stops away frm expo...but dun wanna waste tym waiting for bus there lolx...den...dunno wad ish inside tis stupid mind of mine....dunno hw cum i will choose np...??? dunno hw cum i will choose IT...??? dunno hw cum i will make so mani wrong decisions...??? dunno hw cum b4 cumin to np to study IT....i made up my mind to study hard n word hard on my eng tis yr(plannin to retake it) den go to a local uni to study acc or go abroad to study things related to acc but dunno y wen i cum to tis sch....i regretted on so many things n i cannt seems to concentrate nw...wad e heck m i doing...??? ....but i will b trying harder lolx...gt a test again on cm tis wed n i haven done my fsp hmwork+ revise my cos .....arghs....(abi...u cannt go on lyk tis...work towards ur dream lolx)....den lately...kinda missin sec sch life+ e things tat happen there....haix....den i dunno wad i m tinkin abt oso....y??? y??? y??? y??? haix....remind myself of e things n told myself/scold myself for so many things but can seems to.......haix....hopefully...things will gt beta bahx....n thanxs to e ppl hu console mi kkx(if u r reading tis entry)....realli wanna sae a big big thanks to u all...thanxs...n u guys r pretty gd in consoling mi....hahas...thanxs for everything lolx....THANXS....=)

~lurving sum1 takes a few mins or sumtyms secs n wantin to forgt sum1 takes ages to forgt or sum tyms cannt even forgt lolx.....

-->dReAmeRs-gUrL
a guRl LivIng iN hEr oWn WorLd.....

to all my friens n to e ppl tat i noe....

<--happyyyy memorrrriiiieeeesss willllll bbbeeee keeepppttt iiiinnnnn mmmmyyy hearttt fooorrreeevvvaaa-->

2006-05-13T00:18:00.000-07:00

finally finish creating my blog le...after so long...whee....hahas...haven been blogging for so damm long after i deleted my previous blog away...n nw i hav created another blog...hahas....tat's so lame...anywae....i hav nw been in np n hav started sch...n i m feeling so tired n damm stress...n i hav known my classmates beta n have started toking craps wif em le....hahas...den thru FOC camp whichh i hav gone to last mth b4 e sch start....thru tat camp i hav oso known many wonderful ppl n even form a bitching gang frm oannes 3 lolx....but haven meet catching up wif em....i m nw currently missing my sec sch friens lolx....especially e 6 of us including mi(eliz,may,shau hui,nel n qingyi) hu r sitting b sides mi n in front of mi...lolx...missing all e crap session wif u all n shau hui n nel's stupid lame jokes....hahahas...haven meet up wif u all yet....den i m oso missing those wonderful memories at 5blEsSing...hahas...n oso missing those crapping sessions at work wif jamilah,joyce,indra,hasnah,joyce,shu juan,jas,xuan ming,zest,sadiah....n missing e tyms where we slack arhx....joyce...hahas....hope to meet up wif u all 1 of e daes oso....haix....den my laptop dunno y e wireless thing suddenly gt prob...mayb laugh at nick too much le....after laughing at him for spoiling his laptop....my eye gt prob n den my laptop gt prob....it's all b coz of nick lolx....=X....hahas...den nw nick tell mi his laptop nv spoilt at all....sian sia....n jin quan(if u r seeing tis).....sorrie for making u go back to sch on sat for e project thing....n e sch ish closed lolx....n sorrie for makin u go sch early juz for e project kkx....sorrie lolx....